God Loves Us!<3

When we 1st meet
How we wished we never did
When we have to part
How we wished...
we treasured each other more
Life is short
treasure everyone you meet
Coz b4 u noe it..
u'll have to part
Parting is painful
but dont be sad its over
Be glad it happened!

Friends are the best things on earth Especially BEST FRIENDS! A buddy to laugh with A shoulder to cry on Times may come where u wanna give up the friendship But fight on.. Bcoz they r the ones u cant live without.. juz being cheered up by their presence...

Sunday, December 31, 2006

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31st DEC. thats today's date. the last day of 2006.one more hour, gone and never back. friendships forged this year is my greatest achievement. apart from my improvement in soccer.

ok i hope to have a better year ahead.going to study real hard. and be a nice senior as i always am. but before that, my juniors are going to have to be worthy of it. so look ahead to better results in hopefully every aspect of my life! hope never to lose friends but always gaining new ones! haha

ok so dudes buck up.hope we can all do better next year.

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]11:08 PM

Saturday, December 30, 2006

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school reopening in 4 days. it seemed like just last week where i was counting down to start of holidays! but nevertheless im quite happy with this holidays. i wouldnt say it was fantastically well spent but at least i didnt let it entirely go to waste!perhaps last year was spent better but no looking back. all forward!

ok this holidays.. what did i do? i helped my pri school teacher a few times. i managed to "revive" my friendship with ryan. i strengthened friendships with many friends. i went back to china and they were so happy to see my family and i. frankly thats where i finally understood what warmth was all about. in singapore, our lives are too busy and fast. never are we able to sit down and just have a heart to heart chat and really express our feelings. arent we so deprieved??

haha i think ryan and i are drifting apart. its really tough to maintain a friendship like that. maybe he is just too young. immature wouldnt be a suitable word =P haha but theres nothing i can do right? so i shall just wait and see....

today i watched night in the musuem and had steamboat with my family at home. nice. movie was so good! its kind of a comedy but i must say there are some lessons to be drawn. maybe that everyone have a little greatness in them. and that sometimes the only way to success is teamwork.

so guys lets wok hand in hand for a better future! :)

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]10:06 PM

Friday, December 29, 2006

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ok just returned safely from my holiday in hainan island, china. it was a kind of lousy shopping place but the purpose was to see my relatives and in that case it was a greaat success!

however during the first five days,i went to haikou,xinlong,sanya for sightseeing.only haikou was not in a gp and was shopping, free and easy. all the food served while in the tour SUCKS! so much vegetables and gross meat. all fat. but suprisingly i lost 1 kg in the trip!

going back to village was kind of an emotional thing.cause my parents had my 2 sis. then they came the village to pray for a son and practically the whole village was involved in the ritual someway or another.. yup so when we arrived 2 very elderly women were happy and even shed tears.

their actions really warmed our hearts. they spent money on a big feast just for us although they are so poor. obviously we gave them loads of money before leaving lar but ya..then when we left the village they cried lor. so sad.then when we were at the hotel the next morning, they came at 6am just to bid us farewell b4 we went back to the city 100km away! and they didnt call us or let us know cause they didnt want us to hurry. even the old lady stood out in the cold morning about 16degrees! and its for about 1 and half hr standing b4 we came down for breakfast then we saw them! so touched.

pics cant get up... darn!

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]9:44 PM

Friday, December 22, 2006

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my last post before i fly to china for holiday. hope its not my last though..

hmmm im kind of all packed and ready to go. but i havent put my stuff into the luggage cause im sharing a big one with my dad. however i sorted out all those i want to bring already.

its quite exciting going there as it seems that this hainan island is a really interesting place. whats more, i havent been there before. but im taking tiger airway.. cheap but no food and simply nothing at all.

im leaving home at 2.45am tonight.. and by time i reach, it would be about 9 and our day begins so i have to sleep tonight..

its quite frustrating cause ryan supposedly come back from korea on thurs, 2 days ago. but till now he also never sms me. its kind of weird. i hope he busy or sth and not sth happen. but its weird cause when i sms he never even reply. but its kinda sad if he is back and fine but never sms me. maybe its just our wishful thinking that we can be bros, good friends. 1 thing is that he is so much younger than me. we are also not in the same school and its so difficult to meet and keep in touch! maybe theres a generation gapor something lar. before dec i havent even met him for 2 yrs and i seemed to be a complete stranger to him when we first met! how time flies and perhaps the cycle is about to start all over again.

ok people i guess i will have to end here. enjoy the last part of holiday and i sure hope to see you guys soon. 7 days. quite a long period of time but im sure i'll be home soon enough. till then, take care. =)

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]8:43 PM

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

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today was quite a fun day! haha met up with trev and ervin at jp, ate lunch then came my hse. we played fifa07 and halo on my xbox. it was so fun. super funny, especially when we played with rocket launders in halo, laugh like crazy the way we kenna shocked.

ok other than that nothing much. and sad lar. im flying to hainan island for holiday on sat already. means school is reopening already. and that the time i can spend with my friends is diminishing every day.haha but tomorrow ryan will be back from his korea holiday, haha people taking turns to go and come back.

oh and ervin, yup i got 2 brothers, in case you didnt know. 1 is ZACHARY who is in acs(i). whom you know and is sec 1'06. sec 2 next year. the other 1 is RYAN. the one in my display pic. HAHA get it????? lol.

ok and trevor let me tell you sometime. haha i bravely put it on my blog! haha boys and girls CAN be normal friends. and can also be VERY VERY GOOD FRIENDS. and not simply boyfriend and girlfriend. haha so since you know me, you MUST know i will NOT go into a bgr at this point of time. haha understand??? haha you must know what im talking about =D

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]8:09 PM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

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today spent most of my time at plaza singapore. while waiting for preston, ervin, trevor and i played arcade for a while. quite fun lar. we played this retarded shooting game whereby we had to dodge bullets, as in by moving our own body! then we watched the holiday. its romance but not very nice lar. not touching enough.

we saw darly cheng, our schoolmate, together with charmaince koh, the sc squasher. haha daryal claims she is just a friend. but watching a romanc movie together without any other "friends", possible to be just friends? haha

then after that we ate gelare waffle with ice cream. their service so bad lar. forget my order, then i had to go remind them then they serve me after trev and ervin ate finish theirs'.

ok then when i came home, my life somehow turned horrid.not raining then when i got off the bus it started raining. make me wet. then i come home my sis use com. after that i use she also wanna check things. then my com so screwed up. so freaking lag. i play soccer game lag like 2 secs.. how to play lor..

then a lot of things lar so i freaking frustrated. then i think i was quite short tempered to people who talked to me nicely. sorry

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]8:30 PM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

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ok today i went to velocity. nothing mych lar. just a small extension from novena square. my trip was fruitful though =P

ok and i ate haigen daz ice cream. ok however it is spelt.my parents went kopitiam cause they dont like ice cream. haha. my 2 sis and i spent 25 bucks on ice cream! haha but my eldest sis paid. she is working long time liao so its ok. a norm for her to eat that ice cream.

i bought a pair of hot new boots.! super nice. let me upload the pics!

ok i love it a lot. i saw it last time at jp and fell in love with it cause of it studs :P

however i didnt want to spend money cause i already had my expensive and nice predator. its usual price is about 70+.

how much did i pay? secret! haha but knowing me, i got a very good price =)

ok then i went to quality restaurant for porridge buffet. so nice man. i ate a lot. far too much :) but nvm. i just have to exercise to keep fit! haha ok thats all for today.

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]9:56 PM

Saturday, December 16, 2006

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today i went to orchard with my parents.shopped but i didnt buy anything. nothing at all.

dinner was good. i ate 2pcs meal from KFC. then my parents bought a chicken from crystal jade restaurant. super nice. then we also shared. its just delicious.

haha and i just realised we must make a flag for st johns group on the 1st parade. die lar. but doubt other gps would do it

nothing much happened today. just another day...

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]7:25 PM

Friday, December 15, 2006

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alright. today was so so lar. but as time pass i really cant stand beaurhys. he is ridiculous. he pesters derek to watch a movie with him. then derek reluctant he say he already bought tickets. but when derek say no to him he tells the truth: he didnt even buy the tickets in the first place. but nicely he put it, "my mum forgot to buy them"

well its really difficult to realise such people exists in the world. but its a fact. ok anyway my morning was spent with trev and derek at queensway looking at soccer boots and stuff.. we ate laksa for "breakfast" its fantastic i tell you. $3 but its a really small bowl. HOWEVER, its is awesome. delicious and everything. then i ate muah chee. ltr we ate macs for lunch. haha derek is a retard. but its was funny. we were looking at the mcdonald "poster" and he said he just realised mcdonald is a clown. ok then lame jokes followed. but it was really funny!

ok then we cabbed to school for training as it was quite late. trevor paid for it =) then we changed and everything. match went quite well, we lost 1-0 to our b div. but its quite good because in our match last week, we lost 5-1 even though they only had 8 players. so we improved.thats good. we had many good chances too.

oh after that we played against a team of some sec 1s and many P6es who wanted to appeal. we lost. 2-1. we were really tired but well we shldnt have lost. ok anyway the worst thing was that beaurhys scored a goal! and that was the worst thing. it was a free kick, super close to the goal. our coach made our wall and positioning of our keeper. but beaurhys kinda tycolly managed to get the ball over the wall. thats amazing for someone like him. our goalkeeper stretched really far, but was only able to hit the ball against the crossbar and it went in.

then after that beaurhys was like going around telling us "i think we won right" and i heard from the rest that he kept bragging about his goal. so most of my team mates are unhappy with him. but it waas just a matter of time before he got on their nerves. yup now even daniel doesnt like him. these kind of people, already no friends yet so cocky and everything. ok maybe its because of his attitude that people hates him. but nevermind its none of my concern now.

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]7:40 PM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

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oh well.. today is a boring day stucked at home.. and my bro is off the korea.. 6 days.. long time.. hahahha but nevermind. when he returns there will 1 full day we can chat and then im off to china. haha so accurate, our timings..

haha today someone asked me " is it ok to be closer to your friends than your own brother" ? quite a good qn huh? haha but frankly i feel that thats okay.. i got a lot of opinions one! i feel that we can all do whatever we feel is right. and that we dont need to bother about what other people think. dont you agree?

ain't life gonna be very taxing if we spend a huge portion of it thinking about what people think about us? i mean like, is that really important? i dont think so.

so i live my life just doing what i feel is right and what i wish to, sparing a thought about others feelings but certainly not how they think about me.

ok i gtg so have to stop here. cya people.!

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]9:35 PM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

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today was good.. last minute planning. haha morning trev decided to come my hse and we invited ervin derek and beaurhys but derek cldnt make it.

haha everything was fun and nice except beaurhys. ok now i shall never invite him again. haha but he is really dumb. he knows that we dont really like him yet he still come. what can i say? maybe he is happy that he is invited out. haha.

he is cheapskate and everything lor. we eat long john silvers for lunch. then he say he dont wanna eat go library go popular. he just wants us to be concerned and persuade him to eat and stuff but no way! then he act so pitiful and all the crap..its really irritating. then he start scavenging all of ervin's "leftovers" as though he some kind of beggar.

ok nevermind. come my house we went to play soccer. then trev sabo me.. what acs(p) vs acs(j). so they 2 same team.. walau.. you just can imagine how nice and pro and amazing my "team-mate" was.

after that we went somewhere nearby to buy drinks. trev owe ervin money so just treat him to drinks. oh he treated me too. then beaurhys just keep saying he no money. then trev offer to lend him cause he was the only person who brought wallet. but he dont want. say what not thirsty and all the stuff.. then when we all buy finish he start freeloading ervin as usual. haha cant believe this kind of people also exist. but other than that everything was fine. t was a lot of fun. really! haha

ok tmr we are going to ervin house. me derek and trev. no beaurhys, he aint invited.. even derek who was his friend few days ago cant stand him now. cause he keep smsing us but derek now cause we all dont bother to talk to him. then derek irritated cause beaurhys keeps asking him out and waste his life. haha such a pity. i think he simply has a lack of friends..... haha... but he has to do some reflection. people arent accepted by everyone but most have many friends. not to say a few best ones..haha but since he thinks so highly of himself and everything.. its just his own problem if he doesnt have friends...

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]8:35 PM

Monday, December 11, 2006

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ok today rocks! haha. morning i woke up and worked hard to finish the present for ryan and rhys. think i spent like 10hrs in the card and everything.. put i find it worthwhile.. anyway this may be the last time i give them sth because its really diff to keep contact with someone so much younger and in a diff school from you.

ok then i went to my pri school busstop where i met up with the school ex dance tcher in charge who was going out with ryan rhys their mum also. haha then soon their super cool black BMW came and we hopped in. haha

ok we had lunch at s'pore chinese swimming club and bowled and ate dessert. it was really fun! haha but i witnessed the 2 bros kinda quarrel and fight. it was kinda sad cause they 2 got scolded by their mum and rhys cried. but what can i do. we all play around when we were young. hopefully through the scoldings they will like learn not to be so naughty.

haha anyway i really njoyed time spent with them. such innocence, such sincerity. they really dont care what others think of them and just want to have fun and everything. such a pity they are flying off the day after tmr....

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]9:36 PM

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oh man.. i never blog for 3 days..ok this 1st blog shall be short. just about sat and sun. sat was fun! i went to LMM with my sis and mum. we are cafe cartel! i love that place.i ate my normal fish and chips as usual. i always eat that wherever i go haha..then have the free flow of bread! so nice! hahahah the bread is so nicenicenice! the service was also so good! they serve us quickly and very politely.

for sunday.. so so lar.. had tuition as usual.. then lunch and dinner and nth much happened.. ok thats all that realy happened in the last 2 days.

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]9:23 PM

Friday, December 08, 2006

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ok another day gone.. today was ok lar. morning ate breakfast with ervin derek eugene. big breakfast at macs. cost me $5.30!haha then he had quite a fun time there lar..haha the tea incident so funny..haha we cldnt refil.then 4 of us take turn go try. ltr derek asked that guy "how to operate it" as in the flask. haha then we realised it was empty! so malu lor all of us go there and try to pour tea out of an empty flask!

haha then we took cab to school cause eugene wanted to. he paid most of it anyway. the funny thing was that the driver forgot to turn on the meter!then eugene told me to press on my hp some numbers. then i realised.. haha then we decided to tell the driver. but he didnt turn it on. when reach school then he say it costs 4 bucks! so just pay and forget it..

match wasnt too bad.we lost by quite a big margin but we enjoyed ourselves! it was very hot and we were all super tired! 2 P6s from acs(j) and (p) came for trials cause their PSLE marks 1 below the required 235..cause affiliated school mah. the (p) 1 was my ex dancemate.. haha he is quite good at soccer.. 1st half he play right mid the beaurhys played strike. we only had 2 shots and 1 was mine while the other was joshua. all midfielders! wth lor..haha mine was nice just lacked the power.. it was ok other than that..

2nd half nabeel the P6 wanted to play strike. so i dun mind lar. anyway beaurhys is useless so just play him as right wing lor. what could be worse anyway! haha suddenly the game really turned on man! we manage to pull 1 back.. from my pass which opened joshua and 1 on 1 he just place it in.. so nice.. i played well in the 2nd half too..made many good passes and runs.. haha and i managed to steal the ball from the throw in cause of my push on anthony :) haha im aggressive :P

ok other then that nothing much lar. oh i was supposed to go american club but weipyi wanted to go, derek too. since ervin can only bring in 1.. i gave up my place! so kind right! hahahhaa im learning to give in and be nice.. thanks to he influence from ryan haha! the sincerity touched me lol! haha yup but i guess its good. but anyway in that time i managed to do my tuition hw and progress with my card for the 2 bros.. so im quite happy! haha hope my holidays can be spent wisely.. haha ok i shall blog again tmr!

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]9:19 PM

Thursday, December 07, 2006

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ok didnt do much today. slacked in morning then went jp to develop pics to make christmas card for ryan n rhys. also bought them candy canes. haha i took pics of their presents from me! a hp strap, a candy cane, and a personalise card :) (thats not completed!)

haha i think the card is kinda cute! but i spent a long while to do it! bout 3 hours.. now still have rhys side. he's gonnna be an elf.. haha and i havent written anything for them yet.

ok tmr is our match that was postponed. hope we do well. doesnt need to be a win. i just hope everyone of us put in our best and thats enough! haha

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]8:13 PM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

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ok today was so so..but its rather sad.. my coach brother passed away in an accident. heard that the water pipe on causeway burst but im not sure about that cause i didnt even see it on the news! ok but through this i can really see that our life are so fragile. if i were to meet with an accident would i die with regrets?

im sure i would. but if i were to just leave the world. would it make any difference to you? well thats probably the most impt question i can ask.

i also read on my friend's blog. he asked himself a good question. what have i done in these 14 years of existance? did i manage to change a person? did i put my best in everything i tried to do? think my life is quite disappointing.. feel that i wasted a large portion of my life just playing and looking on as secs ticked by. what a pity. but the thing that really consoles me is the group of marvellous friends a manage to have as i grew up. till now im still close to my P6 gang.. which comprises of kevin, justinlow and people! haha then now i managed to find a great friend (maybe brother) in ryan :P haha feels good to have a young bro haha!

but i kinda feel guilty. haha his hp is plan but no free smses. then he always ask me sms him then he also reply. haha now im really scared that he get scolded by his parents. but it should be ok lar. his parents are really nice!

haha ok for now i shall stop wasting my life. starting from tomorrow!

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]8:45 PM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

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ok todays kinda great.. played soccer in school with 3 other soccer people.. trained a lot.. from 1.30 to 5! thats 3 and a half hr! practiced set pieces.. (my freekicks corner kicks and penalties) we trained volleying too.. quite a lot lar n situational..

think my shots are much better now.. i managed to curl in many shots and ya thats good. i smashed the crossbar 6times too! quite pro =)

came home n was dead beat.. lie in bed n nap for like 20mins. then had dinner.. but i got no appetite.. felt sick n everything!but i manage to eat as much as possible.. now im not full already. maybe i shall just go eat instant noodles later :P hahaha

tmr's our final match! tournament didnt go too well.. but well if we tried our best its fine and i think i did!

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]8:32 PM

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[[Another moment of discovering Life]]8:32 PM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

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wa today was ok lar.. my sis lose her wallet.. thats sad.. our key cost 50bucks.. then she lost her ez-link card..ok enough bout that..

had tuition.. my tcher bought even more books.. sec 4 somemore.. so difficult lor! then we left to geylang serai area.. walk a lot.. i saw a lot.. learnt a lot n everything...

then had dinner at a nice canton restaurant.. my uncle treat coz he strike a lot in 4D.. haha he gave up kids red packets too.. 50bucks! hahahaha

ok anyway today not too bad lar.. my idiotic junior now put on his msn..
"My captain scolded me a while back...i wanted to feel sad but i couldn't 'cos i didn't know what the hell he was talking about... "

wad bullshit he dun understand.. everything i said he can even talk back.. another pplot to gain sympathy.. haha nvm.. he juz getting hated even more..haha ok he is occupying a whole lot on my blog so im not gonna mention him any further..

oh today while walking n staring up into the sky..i started to think bout all my close friends n everything..then i started to think bout ryan... hahaha wished he was my younger bro man! but such a pity he is not.. :( haha so sad man.. wont get to see him in near future..mayb rhys bdae was the last time we wld ever meet.. n when we do.. it will be a whole cycle.. lyk strangers all over again.. so sad man.. if only our friendship was strong n steady n everlasting.. but nth goes ur way in life...nvm i'll send him a christmas present.. :) ok goodnight people..

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]9:58 PM

Saturday, December 02, 2006

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ok i shall blog..haha today was kinda shiok.. lunch was dimsum at chinasquar.. the tonglock gp restaurant..coz my mum had 50bucks voucher..

my 2 sis,mum n i went to eat.. total83bucks.. only pay33.. n its so nice!i bought a new shirt from robinson.. so nice.. white colour 1...

ok nite was ok.. was chatting to pple on msn..haha then beaurhys wanna try suan me... but guess wad... he failed.. he so childish lar.. tok tok tok then halfway cant say anymore say wad he go play dota.. nvm i suan him a lot..

cry cry cry in training lyk a big baby.. then dun wanna tell pple his reason.. well mayb no good reason.. only coz he wan sympathy..

this is the 1st time im so hurting to a person..especially a junior.. hahahah im so nice n caring to people like zachary and ryan.. hahaha but nvm.. he deserves it.. cant believe i ever tried to befriend him.. now i finally realise why he dun really have friends.. how sad.. i tried to help but its impossible..

then toked to ys bout younger siblings.. haha so sad man u no younger sibling to take care of.. DARN! such a pleasure to take care n love a small young sibling..n to see it returned..easy with these young 1s.. n see them finally mature n grow up.. haha! n im sure ryan wun grow up to be lyk beauhrys.. or else.. so sad.. but cant lar.. ryan got so many friends.. loved by his classmates.. such a nice boy.. thoughful and everything.. total opposite..

ok my blog is over.. signing off :P

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]10:24 PM

Friday, December 01, 2006

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ok today match we lost 3-0.. results seems bad but they are a good team afterall. so its okay.. and we played pretty well so im happy enough!

the same junior is getting on my nerves more with every passing day! wth lor. he is worse than a baby! ok he plays like shit.. always thinking he is lyk some ronaldinho or C. ronaldo.. but trust me.. when he attains such proness.. it must be when pigs can fly..

he is 99% like ronaldinho in his play.. doing everything ronaldinho does.. but you know wads that 1%? its that everything ronaldinho does works but everything he does FAIL. not 0/100 but at least -100/100..

worse thing.. today half time he cry.. y? i have no idea n dun need to know? such a loser.. a loser BABY.. cry for what? coz u suck? or u wan get my sympathy? forget it...

always act cute.. think u really very cute ar? i think pigs are cuter.. and even worms look cuter.. ACBC describes u best!

ok i shant write anymore.. later i hurt him.. so sad lor see him cry..he is like so cute n innocent.. my heart bleeds seeing him cry..how i wish i could hug him n just comfort him...

am i being sarcastic???? no no no... its true..................

[[Another moment of discovering Life]]7:56 PM