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Saturday, August 18, 2007
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bittersweet day once again.lost 5-0 in our friendly.im not that disappointed with the team as a whole,but then again, the goalkeeper is new.so it wldnt be fair to blame him.its ok people, we just pick ourselves up from defeats, and may we get stronger as we learn from experiences, together as 1 team.
i was quite happy towards the end.cause i met a player in that school whom i 1st got to know in sec1 end.havent seen him in a long while, thats the 1st thing he said to me.it felt kinda nice,as though i've met a long-lost friend.we did exchange tough tackles in the match,but we still walk out of it as friends.thats the real beauty of sports.friendship. we took a pic after the match too.but it was his idea and his cam,so i dont have it.such a pity?
after the match,we went to jp for lunch then my hse.thats all that really happened.
being bros really aint a simple task to handle.till now i think i only have 2 solid bros.the rest are just come and go.recently, i told myself im not gonna get anymore bros, but i broke that little promise to myself.and tonight, i guess im disappointed once again, regretting the decision i made.well well well, really dont know what to say now, dont know how to console myself, dont know whats the best route to take.
wonder whats my real purpose in life, really a question i cant answer, and no one has the answer too.. hope i dont have to continue living my life in doubt, not knowing what i really want...
[[Another moment of discovering Life]]10:24 PM
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Sunday, August 12, 2007
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Singapore's 42! happy birthday to you. really love singapore, safe country, so thankful to be here :) no singapore,no home,no family,no friends.
this week has been perfect.just wanna turn back time!schoo ndp went well, then went jon ong hse. haha lots of stuff happened,but well nvm, thats top secret.hehe.
thurs to fri was spent at kheng hse! his hse is just so damn nice!very jap style..and just gives u a very relax feeling.his mum and little bro are all very nice.and his maids too! just love the 2 days spent there. bad times can go, but gd times remain as memories in our heart :) had a mini tournament too, guess we didnt play too well, and only have ourselves to blame regarding results. we had our chances, but simply didnt take them. its my fault too, cause i cldnt remain clam and lead the team. well, lesson learnt, experiences gained.
sat was my little niece 1 mth old.very fun.carried her for the 1st time.she smile at me, so freaking cute la.and so many pple come and see the little princess.haha super duper cute la.few more mths, then can interact. now everyday eat sleep. haha but still cute though.
ok time to sleep, hope it will be another perfect week..
[[Another moment of discovering Life]]9:49 PM
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Saturday, August 04, 2007
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a terrible week.that describes all. sec school is just so complicated.if you think school work is bad, person to person relations is far worse.pple are as innocent as in pri school, trust is lost, loyalty is gone. whats left? jealousy, sabotaging. jokes condemned, emotional sensitivity emphasized.looking back, how i wished i treasure pri school life more, how i could stay and never grow up.happily times, simple games and fun brought smiles to us. now only seeing pain on others will we smile.what a world this is!
well, hate this week.perspective of life keeps changing.1 question will answer all probs.what is the meaning of life?im glad this week is over, hope it will never repeat itself.a week of fun an friendship is ahead of me, unless things take a drastic change. but now i got a big qn for myself. who are my true friends? who can answer that, i really wonder.
my life seems screwed now. wonder what my current priorities are, and whether its appropraite. i seem too concerned with soccer, it no longer is just a cca to me, but sth that means so much to me.but we lost our tcher in charge this week.really sad, he did so much to bring us to where we are. i agree we arent at the top challenging for honours, but im really proud to be in this team, after we have progressed together.i've learnt a lot bout it, and the fact that results dont mean that much after all!i only have bout 1 yr left to do anything, anything at all..
but now i have to decide whether its worth it putting so much effort into soccer cause whatever i do wont benefit my team, but my juniors. bad experiences, all i can say. trust me, its difficult to care bout juniors, tough and it really makes u think whether its worth it..
well, life is short, treasure it. if there are unhappy things bothering you, try and let go.theres no point bottling things up, and being filled with hatred, repay evil with good, and be proud of urself, i know its tough, but we gotta try.
[[Another moment of discovering Life]]10:11 PM