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Saturday, August 18, 2007
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bittersweet day once again.lost 5-0 in our friendly.im not that disappointed with the team as a whole,but then again, the goalkeeper is new.so it wldnt be fair to blame him.its ok people, we just pick ourselves up from defeats, and may we get stronger as we learn from experiences, together as 1 team.
i was quite happy towards the end.cause i met a player in that school whom i 1st got to know in sec1 end.havent seen him in a long while, thats the 1st thing he said to me.it felt kinda nice,as though i've met a long-lost friend.we did exchange tough tackles in the match,but we still walk out of it as friends.thats the real beauty of sports.friendship. we took a pic after the match too.but it was his idea and his cam,so i dont have it.such a pity?
after the match,we went to jp for lunch then my hse.thats all that really happened.
being bros really aint a simple task to handle.till now i think i only have 2 solid bros.the rest are just come and go.recently, i told myself im not gonna get anymore bros, but i broke that little promise to myself.and tonight, i guess im disappointed once again, regretting the decision i made.well well well, really dont know what to say now, dont know how to console myself, dont know whats the best route to take.
wonder whats my real purpose in life, really a question i cant answer, and no one has the answer too.. hope i dont have to continue living my life in doubt, not knowing what i really want...
[[Another moment of discovering Life]]10:24 PM