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Saturday, October 27, 2007
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wow, my blog is close to 300entries. thats the list of history i've had! this year had to end, and it did. with its end, we all move on. im lucky that my classmates remain the same, so i dont feel any hurt of losing classmates. however, teachers change and in a way, its a sad thing too. our friendships with our teachers, and basically looking at how interactions change relationships btween tchers and students is an interesting thing! haha but all these are memories now, cause its over. thanks for the memories! but moving on is stil what we have to do, like it or not. so throw away the bad stuff, remember the sweet nice memories :)
fri was a nice way to end school. i had a double promotion is sjab! now im a staff. thats perfect aint it? :) but i've really contributed much in the past few weeks, at least i tried my best. so hope this will inspire me to do more! haha
[[Another moment of discovering Life]]10:13 PM
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Sunday, October 21, 2007
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exams have been over. time is being wasted.emotions are high up in my life now. once again.
these quiet times are best. when i can really sit down and ponder. over everything i've done. over everyone i've hurt. i really want to be a good nice person, free from insults and all. im done enough harm. enough.
i feel really bad now. lost the trust someone had in me. lost his everything. and right now, while i feel he is changing for the worse, i give up and back down, leaving him all alone to be condemned? and i call myself his bro. what a joke. im really ashamed of myself, filled with regret and remorse. but i realy dun know wad i can do. if you arent willing to even give my a chance to care. i know it hurt you a great deal, even though you dont want to tell me, but trust me, i can feel it. and im sorry, really sorry.
now its gonna be so tough to gain back your trust. but believe me, i will stop at nothing to get it back. cause im to blame for losing it. perhaps fun became so impt, i stopped caring bout ur feelings. this truly is a great lesson to me, maybe too great for me, but i brought it upon myself.
i wil pray for you, hope you will not change for the worst, but instead be what you used to be. i also really hope we can be bros again and not be so cold towards each other, but thats sth only you can decide.
hope i will really treasure everyone around me from now. before its too late. and in case i did wrong in the past, i hope its not too late to start afresh.
[[Another moment of discovering Life]]10:15 PM
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Saturday, October 13, 2007
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exams over, finally i must say. its was tiring, really was. but now its all over, and we'll bear the fruits of our labour, sth i know wont be good, in my case. but its over now, we cant turn back time, so the only thing we can do is learn, from our mistakes. looking back, i really feel sad, caues its like i've wasted a yr, one entire year. but 1 thing for sure is, i've been a good friend :) hopefully..
my stand is still clear, be true to myself, be the proper mirror for ur friends. all of us have faults, but we cant see it ourselves. thats why we really need true friends. to see our faults and correct us. thats sth i will definitely do. dont be the spoilt mirror, only praising but never telling the truth. we shld always do both. praise when we can, correct when we need to. that would be ideal.
now that exams are over, we shld consider, where do we want to go from here. my aims are clear. academics and soccer. im gonna study during this holidays, to strengthen my foundation, especially in all i've learnt this year! in soccer, i want to train hard, and together with my team-mates, bring some glory to our school. even if its not in terms of trophies, let it be in the form of passion and determination.
use your time wisely, dont waste any. must always remember, a minute gone is a minutes lost forever!
[[Another moment of discovering Life]]9:29 PM
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Monday, October 08, 2007
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its only less than 2days left. unbelievably.last week at this time, i was complaining about how time crept by, how i wished it would just fly past. but now, just when it approaches the end, time just flies past!well, its time i start to plan my time,plan the stuff i want to do. or else i will end up where i am now. at the end of the road, looking back, to see nothing accomplished.perhaps nothing have changed. only the fact that an entire year has passed by.
[[Another moment of discovering Life]]10:48 PM
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Friday, October 05, 2007
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ok the 1st week of exams is finally over. its been tiring, i have to admit. but i know i cant slacken, the race is almost over, i have to persevere, just as it reaches its end.so far, i think i can clear the day/con camp thing, except higher chinese, which is quite worrying. paper 1 was great, but paper 2 was a terror. apart from that, im rather contented with the other subjects. but i've learnt much from this EOYs- that i've really started preparation too late. far too late. well, theres no time for regrets. so i have t make do with whatever time i have left. and hope for the best :)
post exams. just around the corner.exactly 5days. thats all i need to survive. and on the 5th day, certainly i wld heave a sigh of relief. for its finally over. but i seriously feel that i like wasted this year. i havent done much. in fact wasted this precious year. then again, life is all about making mistakes, then learning from them. its not how many mistakes you make, but how many you cant learn from. :P another philosiphish thing by me. :D
so c'mon lets all strive hard. post exams are sth we look forward to. and the only way to enjoy ourselves, is to do well for EOYs. so dun give up, dun stop working, instead, give off your best.
[[Another moment of discovering Life]]11:24 PM
