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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
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things look to be getting better, then it all goes back to nothing. our soccer team was so bad in sec2, in sec3 there was a steep improvement, then just when it gets better, now its bad again. we have a friendly tmr, and both my 1st team centre backs arent going. their reasons are in a way valid, but then again its a real test of commitment.
i understand that 1 of them dun wanna risk injury, but you mean im not afraid of injuring my thumb? mine's a fracture, urs is a wound. but the team means that much to me that im willing to take the risk, but u all arent.
this team stuck together for so long, and just as tournament is around the corner, everything seems to be getting worse. i didnt have a gd training ytd, that i know. thats why i stayed back for extra 1 1/2 hr to train with my goal keeper. my thumb getting this is bad enough. now im losing my form. the worst thing, is my team mate, my very gd friend comes along to put me down. its like totally wth la. its not that im not putting in effort, everyone has their off days. and as a team, we are supposed to encourage.
this is so stupid. im putting in so much effort into a team that doesnt appreciate it at all. so now it all doesnt seem worth it. this sucks so much.
[[Another moment of discovering Life]]9:07 PM
