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Friday, February 08, 2008
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how time flies. its already the end of day 2 of CNY! crazy aint it? im getting sooo nervous over our wed match at fairfield against them! its like at their school and there will be swarms of supporters who just keep keep jeering my team! such idiots. oh well. we have to play under such stuff.. how sad!
anyway im soooo scared i cant get my form back. it was a win for us but not a personal 1 for me cause i really had a bad game. its just a nightmare. a real terrifying one! worse than vampires coming me whatsoever. now i gotta get over it and just have good games from now! the best solution.have been thinking so much bout it and i guess im prepared. hopefully. if whatever i thought of is right and i overcome this mental barrier!
tests are coming too and its not easy to handle both at the same time! im gonna stop soccer after my tournament and just mug mug mug mug mug! i gotta do well! o levels! haha
chinese new year this year not nice! no atmosphere. its like just any other day with more visitors. thats all! but i like my new clothes! this is one pic with my sis for day 1!!
the nice siblings? haha. love my new clothes! the sports era is gone. bye dry fit clothes! haha in comes my cottonish ones!! hehe, love my new wardrobe.. lol!
[[Another moment of discovering Life]]11:00 PM
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Tuesday, February 05, 2008
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omg holidays are here! best feeling on earth. no more school till monday. that's like wad.. er.. 6 days? omg! haha
anyway, ytd was great! we beat beatty sec 3-2. team spirit was so good i tell you! and it was such an exciting match. trev gave us the lead at 1-0, then we were losing 2-1 then we fought hard to win 3-2! what a classic fairytale! love it. really thank god for his grace and everything that gave us this victory!
but nth is ever totally gd. so there were bad points too la. our 1st team is very united, but our subs arent exactly the same, maybe its ego or i dunno wad. but its all the more skilful players. and they feel that they shld be playing rather than the 1st team. but soccer is a team game, thats why its 11v11 and not 1v1 right? oh well the world is made up all kinds of people. but its real hard to deal with such matters cause im so scared about our team breaking down!
and i had a very bad game. ok maybe not that bad. but certainly not to my standards. but this is where double standards come in! i was rather upset cause like. lets say im compared to other players on the pitch, i contributed more that some of them. but everyone feels i played so badly, like bad till cant be any worse, when actually others did worse..so im like. already down coz i was disappointed with myself, then pple keep saying and only made matters worse. oh well, i will try to improve! reflected a lot already!
but i gotta admit i was real pleased with our team spirit, even greater than the victory itself! its like, we "roared' 4 times in a single match. normally its only done before the game, but ytd, i did it eveytime we needed the extra push. and it works! every cheer just shows the passion and desire in us!
haha i got marked and hit like crazy but i guess its worthwhile. the team spirit just makes everyone feel so gd! its like great! haha. lets hope we improve even more! next match vs fairfield! gonna be real tough with their supporters so i really hope many pple come down to support us! it really makes a diff!
now i can proudly say something of our team!
PASSION , DESIRE , US =D
[[Another moment of discovering Life]]10:12 PM